It's probably worth pointing out a fairly fundamental difference between theists and atheists. Theists believe on an emotional level. Religion is something they feel. Atheists believe on a rational level. They function on proof and logic.
Which is not to say that Theists are illogical and Atheists are cold and unemotional. But someone who believes in god will not lose that believe when presented when evidence. They feel it. It's true. And Atheists do not abandon their beliefs because their emotions get involved on Cosmic issues.
There are emotional atheists. And they are not true atheists. And I know this because I was one. No god I ever heard of inflicts mental illness on children. Therefor what I thought I knew about god was a lie. I can't believe in a god who would do something like that. And a lot of people face this. Judaism as a whole faced this during the Holocaust. People who see horrors, or who have horrors inflicted upon them face this. People who experience devastating loss face this. They think god would not do such a thing, but it happened, which means god you believed in doesn't exist. God is a dick, therefor they don't believe.
And it took me awhile to see the inherent logical flaw in that belief. If I believe that god is a dick, that doesn't mean I don't believe in god. It means I don't believe in a god who isn't a dick. You cannot become an atheist because you are angry at god. You can't be angry at something that doesn't exist. For example I have never been angry at unicorns. So I was forced to conclude that if I was angry, then I believed in his existence. I didn't believe in his goodness or his mercy or his glory, but I believed he was out there somewhere... just being a complete *******. Later I thought about other reasons for his failure. Maybe he wasn't all powerful. Maybe he didn't care, maybe he didn't know. But that came later. So now I am left with an extremely uncomfortable relationship with god, and being an atheist would be preferable. But unless I can stop feeling one way or another about god, I can't be an atheist.
So I feel about god. I don't think about him. I don't use logic. I'm a theist. It may feel like some creepy dude is lurking in my peripheral vision, which is not the religious norm by any means, but I can't shake the idea that he's there. Not doing his job.
So I don't accept arguments from atheists who try to prove to me that god is not what they were told he was. Everybody doesn't believe in some kind of god. Christians certainly don't believe in Hindu gods for example. So you lost faith in the Christian god? That doesn't make you an atheist. It means you aren't a Christian. Tell me how no kind of god exists, and that I accept. Only logic can argue against any kind of divinity. But emotion can certainly provide the personal proof an atheist needs. Tell me you feel that nothing is out there, and I accept that. It's not proof, but it tells me where you are coming from. The emotional component is why we can never change each others minds. It's why we can't even change our own minds.
Which is not to say that Theists are illogical and Atheists are cold and unemotional. But someone who believes in god will not lose that believe when presented when evidence. They feel it. It's true. And Atheists do not abandon their beliefs because their emotions get involved on Cosmic issues.
There are emotional atheists. And they are not true atheists. And I know this because I was one. No god I ever heard of inflicts mental illness on children. Therefor what I thought I knew about god was a lie. I can't believe in a god who would do something like that. And a lot of people face this. Judaism as a whole faced this during the Holocaust. People who see horrors, or who have horrors inflicted upon them face this. People who experience devastating loss face this. They think god would not do such a thing, but it happened, which means god you believed in doesn't exist. God is a dick, therefor they don't believe.
And it took me awhile to see the inherent logical flaw in that belief. If I believe that god is a dick, that doesn't mean I don't believe in god. It means I don't believe in a god who isn't a dick. You cannot become an atheist because you are angry at god. You can't be angry at something that doesn't exist. For example I have never been angry at unicorns. So I was forced to conclude that if I was angry, then I believed in his existence. I didn't believe in his goodness or his mercy or his glory, but I believed he was out there somewhere... just being a complete *******. Later I thought about other reasons for his failure. Maybe he wasn't all powerful. Maybe he didn't care, maybe he didn't know. But that came later. So now I am left with an extremely uncomfortable relationship with god, and being an atheist would be preferable. But unless I can stop feeling one way or another about god, I can't be an atheist.
So I feel about god. I don't think about him. I don't use logic. I'm a theist. It may feel like some creepy dude is lurking in my peripheral vision, which is not the religious norm by any means, but I can't shake the idea that he's there. Not doing his job.
So I don't accept arguments from atheists who try to prove to me that god is not what they were told he was. Everybody doesn't believe in some kind of god. Christians certainly don't believe in Hindu gods for example. So you lost faith in the Christian god? That doesn't make you an atheist. It means you aren't a Christian. Tell me how no kind of god exists, and that I accept. Only logic can argue against any kind of divinity. But emotion can certainly provide the personal proof an atheist needs. Tell me you feel that nothing is out there, and I accept that. It's not proof, but it tells me where you are coming from. The emotional component is why we can never change each others minds. It's why we can't even change our own minds.
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