I believe Arthur Shawcross was another convicted serial killer who could never bring himself to admit to the children who were among his victims.
The reason was possibly that he had claimed his mother had sexually abused him as a child, as if that would somehow excuse him - if true - for turning into an evil adult. He also claimed that his victims had provoked him into killing them by coming onto him and then backing off or threatening to tell when he took things further.
So he could hardly then admit to abusing and killing children who were too young to have done anything of the sort. It would be like saying he had provoked his own mother into abusing him. His childhood sexual abuse excuse wouldn't wash if he had to admit to doing stuff to little kids that was a hundred times worse.
It was all nonsense of course, but there does seem to be some rudimentary need in these people to justify what they do, either to themselves or to society, or both. They can appreciate what makes babies and small children hardest of all to get around, so if it's easier, or makes them feel better to deny a particular victim, you bet your life that they will. That's all that counts in their tiny world.
If Christie had convinced himself that the women he killed were all better off dead than 'in trouble', or had even died accidentally while he was 'helping' them (and once they were dead, what would it really matter if he had his way with them), none of it could comfortably be applied to a helpless baby who was just in the way.
Love,
Caz
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The reason was possibly that he had claimed his mother had sexually abused him as a child, as if that would somehow excuse him - if true - for turning into an evil adult. He also claimed that his victims had provoked him into killing them by coming onto him and then backing off or threatening to tell when he took things further.
So he could hardly then admit to abusing and killing children who were too young to have done anything of the sort. It would be like saying he had provoked his own mother into abusing him. His childhood sexual abuse excuse wouldn't wash if he had to admit to doing stuff to little kids that was a hundred times worse.
It was all nonsense of course, but there does seem to be some rudimentary need in these people to justify what they do, either to themselves or to society, or both. They can appreciate what makes babies and small children hardest of all to get around, so if it's easier, or makes them feel better to deny a particular victim, you bet your life that they will. That's all that counts in their tiny world.
If Christie had convinced himself that the women he killed were all better off dead than 'in trouble', or had even died accidentally while he was 'helping' them (and once they were dead, what would it really matter if he had his way with them), none of it could comfortably be applied to a helpless baby who was just in the way.
Love,
Caz
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