Originally posted by Wickerman
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I've read on this thread information that he had told people he was going abroad, which sounds like he was laying ground work to explain his eventual disappearance. That would suggest he didn't want it generally known that he killed himself. That could explain why he didn't commit suicide in the Thames in London. His state of mind, however, is such he's not really thinking things through as he doesn't get rid of identifying papers, just grabs his wallet, containing the cheques, etc, and does other normal, everyday routine things in terms of getting dressed despite venturing out to, perhaps yet again, stand on the edge of the abyss. This time, he doesn't step back. And because he may have done this before, his attempts to conceal are only half considered, as one might expect if he's not even sure when he heads out if he's going to go through with it.
We only have a precis of his note, which sounds like the idea only just occurred to him, but again, this may reflect his thinking at the time, and he's not going into a long description of "oh, I thought and tried this on Wed, and then again two Mondays prior, etc" (if, of course, he had made previous attempts - which I'm only speculating on here).
Anyway, I think it might be worth viewing Druitt's suicide and actions from the point of view of someone who has possibly made attempts in the past, from which he's always returned, and who is to some extent also trying to avoid it being publicly known that he killed himself, although the latter isn't a major determinant in his actions, it sort of colours aspects of it.
I'm not suggesting this should be done at the expense of all other lines of reasoning, only that it might be useful to consider it as well.
- Jeff
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