I recommend you actually read and internally digest my book instead of using it for target practice.
So, when it looks like we might be getting somewhere and I ask you a straight question, aimed at the very heart of the matter, I receive only evasion. Yet when I draw my own conclusions I receive only abuse.
Oh well, here goes: the truth is that you don't know what you mean do you? You have included passages in your book with no meaning. That's the reality isn't it?